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I took a drumstick out of the fridge just to break it in half and scoop out all the vanilla ice cream inside. The nuts, chocolate, cone gross me out now haha. School tomorrow :( Goodbye Thanksgiving break. My brothers getting me a new phone, but I'm gonna have to end up getting him something anyways. I need to start saving up for Christmas gifts. I wish people would just tell me what they want instead of this whole guessing game.

TIME NEEDS TO STOP

please let it be over

""if you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. and if they don't, they never were." - kahlil gibran "


i've come to my deep conclusions about everyone, and everything. and really, that's the only instinct i trust.

not a good day at all, dad made me cry.
toodles.

thanks.

I am thankful for my soul, body, and mind. I'm thankful for experiencing what I've experienced and whats to come. I am thankful for everyday that I have and all the people that are a part of it. I am thankful for my friends, whether things are the same or not. Who've been through everything w/ me and yet are still always by my side. I'm thankful for my family, for who I wouldn't be who I am without them. I am thankful for food, water, education. A roof over my head, and a full stomach every night. Happy Thanksgiving.

What are you thankful for?

rainy mornings,

make me wonder more than ever.

oh,buzzkill

Second day of the week/Last day of the week! THANKSGIVING BREAK HAS FINALLY STARTED.
Plans for tomorrow: sleeping in in in and probably being a couchpotato all day long. I love/hate going out when it's raining, cause most of the time it just ends up ruining my plans -_-

Today was the Hoover vs. Glendale Alumni game. Of course Glendale won, but I experienced the LONGEST 20 seconds of my life. They went over time. Again. And again and again. I just wanted to go home and take a nice long shower. Which is what I'll do in a minute..

I want somebody. Not just any somebody, my kinda somebody.

feelssogood

took my first bath in like a year<3
everythings looking up. i really love holiday season. tomorrow's the banquet, should be fun.

and i really really wanna see twilight.

EBEEBEB

Procrastination gets the best of me.
Maybe its time for a big change, OVERHEARD EVERYTHING TODAY. Damn.
Is it really neccessary to always make everything so complicated? How hard is it to do it the simple right way for once before you get dizzy making all those complicated turns..
I'm a hypocrite,haha.

OH WHAT'S GOING ON?!

Today:
- tiring day at school
- doctors for a shot
- pho w/ mom
- dolci mango

1. He's so cute, no no nooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Bad Vibes

My mom cried today.














It broke my heart.

pooooped

Homecoming was lame, but a few things made my night. Ha
Didn't get a picture with Ande :(

Got to Jann's house around 3 ish. Lauren did my hair really cute and all the girls got ready together. At around 6 we left the house and took pictures at the school parking lot w/ everyone. Haha the limo was nice and stagging it was pretty cute w/ Bry. Hmm HC was like fitting a buncha people in a ghetto ass mall, gayyyy. But whatever. I still have 2 more years I guess.

I have to get my mind straight and prioritize!

HC FEVAHHHH!

Homecomings tonighttttt!
Had practice this morning, 8-10. No biggie. Got home, grades home. Not happy whatsoever. Watched a little bit of Rush hour, dumplings. LOL. Played piano, hw. Gonna shower in half an hour than off to Jann's house I believe. I really can't wait :)

Pictures up later.

Yesterday was the HC rally, not the biggest success, but better than we all thought. Congrats Bianca for making small, loveyou. Ughhhh what else. OH 56-7 we winnnnnnn, hellyes.

Peace!

Craaaaazy,

I can't even begin to explain how tired I am.
My eyelids are about to shut by themselves any second now, and its only 9. This is only the second day of school this week but I've been out of it completely. Gladly, tomorrows the rally and homecoming game and then Saturdays Homecoming. I'm so excited. Yes yes yessss.

Yesterday was tons of fun eating dinner with Lauren and her parents. Awwww. They still hold hands when they walk in public. I think that's cute. My parents obviously don't do that anymore.

Oh so I'm kinda on a no chocolate/chips sorta kinda diet. And I had really bad allergies all day =/ I think it was because of Bianca's lotion, hahahhahhaa.

1. I really hope you know what you're doing and where you're going.
2. So where do we stand.. now?
3. You always wondered who these 1.2.3's were for, ha. You never knew?

if only

Yesterday was full of firsts. Technically, everyday is full of firsts. But yesterday was my first first. Wow, insane.

I really need a new phone. Anyone feeling generous for Christmas? :]

Stay @ Home.

I've basically been chillin with my mom for the past 2 days and I couldn't ask for more! Yesterday was practice, and after that I just decided to go to Target with my mom. Got yuuuummy hot dogs and my icee had a worm in it :( but we got a free one so alls good. After that, I got some cute moccassins and then we went home.

There's (a) mouse/mice in my house and I'm kinda scared =/ My brother and mom were trying to catch it earlier and my mom said that one fell into the toilet. We cleaned out the whole storage room fulla food and there was mouse poo all over the floor! Yuck. I'm really scared to go downstairs now, cause who knows if it has rabies or something! Yikes.

Spent today at piano, decided that I would keep with it, but take another path. I'm glad I'm sticking with it though. Throwing 10 yrs of playing down the drain would be quite a waste. The rest of the day watched episodes of Degrassi. Hahaha. Mmm I think tomorrow after practice I'm going to hang out w/ Saba and Andrea. It's been a whiiiile. RIP Andreas grandmama.

I'm already starting to get the Winter chills. You know that feeling that you get when Christmas comes around and everyone and everything around you suddenly becomes all cheerful and everything? Yeah, that kinda feeling.

Change of subject. Things have been decent. I mean, nothing can always go right, but I hate it when things go so great then boom. Right back at the bottom. It's funny how things can change so fast and people can change so fast. Some don't even notice and don't even seem to regard how you feel. Maybe that's just human nature and maybe not much to say. I just wish we would all be able to make the right decisions all the time. But that doesn't really work out. I love and miss how everything used to be.

Maybe things will get better though! We'll see.

amen

"You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle."

OH! Bama OH! Eight

Yeaaaaaaah.

Wow it's really really been a while. All my days have been action packed w/ long hard practices, rainy weather, and hwhwhw! Talk about the good life hunh? Funny. Time is passing by so fast and I don't believe all that I'm missing. At home, with friends, just in all. I can't wait until Homecoming and our 4 day weekend coming up, ohboy. The weekend was fun which consisted of:
Friday- losing wallet, not so fun. football game, drama fest, funnnn.
Saturday- Practice, Jann and Nina over, tampon vids, photoshoot, funnn.
Sunday- Dress shopping, shoe shopping, funnnn.

Somehow your 'not ready'?. Doubt it.

Today made history. If I told you that we had an African American president even a few years ago, you'd think I was crazy. Well look at us now. Anythings possible.