All I do is rant,

and so I basically concluded that I need a new blog. A whopping 44 posts seems enough for me! Plus I started that blog when I was at rock bottom. And now I'm going back up, so I kinda decided for myself that I'd start over.
Woke up bright & early and cleaned my room for 2 hours. I had the sudden urge to do so, plus my mom had already started for me and I felt guilty about her doing all of it so I helped. I found so much old shit from like elementary school and middle school. Jeez. Found mine and Andrea's 'Dance Book' where we made up all these silly dances like the Pea Dance. HAHAHAH. I miss that so much. I semi-started my homework, but today I wasn't really in the mood to. Napped for a while in my parent's room and then woke up to practice the piano. My fingers were literally stiff and numb for having not played for 4 weeks. My phones dying. The T9 buttons won't even work anymore and my mom won't get me a new one for a few months. I'm not gonna spend my own money on that so I suppose I'll wait. Just had sushi , mmmmmmmmm so good. Food makes my day literally. So bad I know and I'm even trying to not gain any weight. But I wanna grow so bad. Being 5'1 AND A HALF really isn't enough :( Plus I'd probs be a dissappointment to my parents even though they're little people too.

Went to the Americana for the first time in 4 weeks yesterday but all I did was go to Barnes and Noble to get books. Haha freak. I felt really bad cause this lady was helping me look for a book, and I didn't know she was prego the whole time until she had to bend over. Ooops, and I made her walk around the whole building .. twice.

I really should start on Ch. 30 SPRITE notes, which are gonna be killer. I'm probably gonna procrastinate and all but I promised myself and my parents that I'd focus so I guess I will.

My mom called me 'Alice in Wonderland' like five times in the car today cause she thinks I don't care about anything and that I'm totally blind from paying attention to anything that's going on. Jeez mom, thanks.