part time lover,

I think I never really stop caring.
It's those things I can't understand or figure out that make me want the most. It's those things that I want but know I can't have, do but don't have enough inside of me. Maybe one day I'll learn to let go but I hope one days soon because this doesn't feel good. One day all my insecurities and worst fears will come and grab me around the neck and I won't know what to do because I'm helpless.
Boy, I have a lot to grow.

Today was just an ordinary day. Nothing special except that we have to learn this Armenian Dance and it's really funny. I'm excited for it cause I think it'll be quite interesting, hah! After school Jann, Nina, and I went to Ralphs and I got sushi and chocolate milk w/ caramel, mm mm mm! Back to practice but all I did was hw and laugh a lot. HAH OMG WOW.

I should do my hw, so goodbye